over !

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over

And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Tell me that it's over
Over
Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that its over 
Don't tell me that its over..






i miss u so much mom...... :(

confession of a broken heart

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I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you
The one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed

So why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

I love you, 
I love you
I love you
I....!!!!!
I love you!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth...
Did you ever love me!!!?
Did you ever love me?
These are.....
The confessions...of a broken heart

Ohhh....yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter.. 
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i dont know how to express my feelings.....
i hope this song can express my feelings.....
the noise inside my head & heart wont never stop......
it will never over.....ever.......

lepak after boring kat kamsis....

boring versi ain...lia...diana...tiewi & my dear...azhar...

ni da boring tahap gaban....
tu la pi amek angin sekitar poli.... :P
& buat lia n tiewi....gud luck for JSP tomorrow k... :))

marah + sedih

sapa yang tak pernah marah?
mesti bukan manusia tu...ehehe....

btw, kalo aku marah....

• kalo da marah yang teramat sangat tu...blh nanges jg...
• kemas rumah or bilik sampai puas hati
• hampas barang?? no no no...itu bukan style aku....
• diam....but masih blh bt lawak dgn org yg x bersalah...mksdnya yg xda kaitan langsung dgn kemarahan itu.
• ambil air wuduk la... :) supaya hati & jiwa tenang....

kalo sedih pula....

• diam tanpa kata....bak kata nyna & fifi..."mental" seketika
• nanges la...apa lagi...kalo tahan air mata blh gila doe.....
• tidur ... :)
• berdoa dengan Allah semoga kesedihan itu tidak berpanjangan... :)
• rasa nak dengar cerita & kongsi cerita dengan mama.... :)

lucky vs problems

sometimes it hard to understand...i wish i could understand it....

aku selalu merasakan aku la orang yang bertuah dalam dunia ini kerana 

dikurniakan keluarga yang begitu bahagia....

tapi tak semua yang kita selalu rancang itu menjadi...

kerana Allah yang menentukan setiap Qada & Qadar hambanya....

sometimes bila masalah yang besar menimpa diri aku ni, rasa nak lari dari masalah tu...

tapi kalo asyik lari dari masalah tu, bila nak selesai kan?? 

pada masa inilah aku rasa yang iman itu penting.....

tanpa iman...mungkin ramai da yang terpesong kerana masalah yang dihadapi...

tetapi aku tau, Allah takkan menguji hambanya jika hambanya tidak mampu selesaikan masalah itu.

p/s : tepuk dada, tanya iman....

       : setiap apa yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya.

       : be positif... :)

update

assalamualiakum......

sorry lama da x update blog....

semester ini merupakan semester yang sangat buzy + poret... :)

btw....saya sekarang tgah buat assignment java bersama-sama Mr Boyfriend saya... :))

p/s : i love u so much Bie :)

       miss my mom & budak gendut "sasa"